Above all dont Wobble
I got conscious at a young age, i was always a writer. Everyone can attest to being a love poet at some point in their childhood, it was a fact that i always loved writing poems. I still have some of my journals from when i was little, i'll always cherish them. I got inspired by Edgar Allan Poe, novelist Mark Twain, mathematician Lewis Carroll, physicist Pierre Curie, playwright George Bernard Shaw, philosopher Voltaire, King Henry VIII of England, President George Washington, Emperor Napoleon I of France, and composer Ludwig van Beethoven, among others. In fact the first novel i read when i was 8 was Pride and prejudice by Jane Austin, ironically it happened to be a romantic novel because i turned out to be quite a pessimist along side a romance enthusiast, i suppose i think about love more than anyone really should.
I have always wanted to have a space to write however i never thought it sounded nice enough or like in the books when the author manages to write so well that they paint the picture clearly for you. I am currently reporting to you from my flight departing from Washington D.C heading to Chicago and somewhere over Ohio and Indiana i couldn't help but to take a peak into the past, venturing into friendships and relationships that just never blossomed. you see i think that deep down i always compared myself to everyone i met, always wondered if i was ever good enough for them. i subconsciously created a facade of what they would expect of me instead of allowing myself to "just be". After twenty not so many years :) i finally decided to spread my wings and explore the many sides of me. I don't necessarily feel sad but more so melancholy because when you connect with someone and have to let them go, there will always be that small part of yourself that whispers, "What was it that you wanted and why didn't you fight for it, after all life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. With all that being said, i leave you with a quote from my all time favorite show and some music to soothe your ears.
Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away” ―Sex and the city
Have a lovely weekend and week ahead